This Feeling Inside

She paced into the room, void, indefinite.
An unpleasant smell chased her: leftovers of fear,
Somewhat divulging her true darkness.

By the wall she found I lingered,
So she walked towards me.
I observed, not daring to meet her eyes.
She planned her chilly seduction,
As I withdrew into the shadow’s obscurity.

She chuckled as I pierced her world: the darkness.
I squirmed and wished not to be trapped in seduction,
Trusted not to learn about the unknown.
Could not go back for I panicked;
She had begun her rapture.

Intense was her blazing delight.
As I forever glided into darkness,
She parted her lips to savor my fear.
Within her eyes was the unknown,
My soul departed in ecstasy.

She felt something yet unknown:
Brightness inside her darkness.
Forever, she makes the body linger,
From something more than terror.

I shut my eyes,
To see what laid ahead.
I stood still and listened carefully:
Heard the slow trickles, the mournful screams.

I let muted sobs flee my lips
Heard this torment beyond my dreams
I took a moment to experience,
Touched upon the brink of insanity
Felt my heart as it raced.

I lingered upon my tastes,
Tasted its metallic tendency,
Savored the flavor of surprised:
Such a grotesque experience, my dependency.

I inhaled my senses,
Smelled the aroma of defeat,
Breathed in the emotion in the air,
Realized the smell of the heat,
Inhaled this emotion that exposed my soul.

I then opened my eyes;
Opened my mind,
Found out that this fright of mine,
Was really nothing at all.